Today i sneakily took this photo when we study in lib today~ Hahaha... rajin-nya~~~ This is my sunshine and my positive energy whom keep me going. I knew i have been pretty颓废and lazy on this semester. but i will try my best to improve on it. hopefully now is still not too late.. I will try to catch up with your pace and give my best... i wan you to be proud of me, at least as a friend. so tat's my new objective!

I figured out that morning lesson is kinda tough on me. i struggle a lot to wake up by 8am. is like a curse. no matter how early i slept the night before that, i tend to wake up much later than the time i supposed to be.. i wan to change that. really wish. so i gonna try again tonight. i wan to sleep early and wake up for it. just try again. "Never say die" just like the slogan of rumah merah~

somehow u didn't realised a slight change of me. but is ok~ you don't have to pay attention to me anyway~ haha.. i can't denied that i was really hoping that you can tell. however, i am fine thought. when i ask myself, "does she really need to pay attention to my hair?" and my answer is "no", then all the problem has solved. because i understood you do not have any obligation to treat me like how i treat you. Actually your willingness to study with me is far beyond my expectation. i am already very fortunate that you still willing to meet me and spent time with me in the tight schedule of yours. I am grateful~~

i admire your diligence. looking at you kind of make me wanna go extra mile beyond my concentration limit and hang in there for awhile more. i admire how smart you are. looking at how you solve those complicated numbers and formula make me wanna tell you how amazed i am by you... i wanna keep learning from you, keep inspired by you~  because of you, my day began to be meaningful..

i think i'm gonna miss you... hahaha....