recently i seldom write blog using my lappy coz my specs spoiled.. so i can't see clearly without contact lens on.. today i use my lappy again coz my finger is not fast enough to type with fon as compared to typing on laptop.

was really in good mood and happy until few seconds ago... *facepalm... speechless... how simply you mess with my mind with just a few characters... i hate myself for care so much on you... seriously.... why am i letting you take control on my emotion again? kept telling myself to live independently without you, without care about your opinion, your words... and yet.. i still broken down coz of you.. haiz....

stop

it needs to stop. perhaps i expose too much of myself to you, which makes me getting hurt so easily.. too fragile.

why push me into hell right on the night before my early paper tmr morning.....
only you are capable of killing me like this...
as easy like this...