I'm just feeling.. a little bit lonely...

i don't know how to communicate with ppl. i have to admit communication is not my strength.. i'm more a listening ppl. but i think listening alone is not effective communication.. anyway... i realised i dunno how to initiate a conversation other than asking questions. sound so much like interrogating... such a failure i am...

i wants to talk to you.. talking about anything will do.. i wan to talk... may b it will make my heart feels better.. may b less lonely? i don't know.. kinda feels this is not me.. i think i think too much recently. should probably stop all the negative thoughts.